She's All That

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2010-12-10T08:33:00.001-08:00

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Imaginary Crush

2010-11-29T18:17:00.001-08:00

I keep thinking

Wondering all the time

First time I heard about you

Who are you?

It’s all about you...

It’s spinning around my head...my world

the story about you

keep coloring my days

Still not so sure why there’s a sound in me

keep haunting me

Awaiting to hear story of you

Since I heard your beautiful name.
I try to tell myself
It is just another someone story,

But...there’s something inside that’s makes me want to know more about you,

Days passed by,

Trying to climb up to the dreams,

Going own my way.

wish to hear another story about you...

And hoping that I will see you one day,

maybe...Someday

Trying getting you out of my mind

Thinking I’m going crazy this time...

I try to tell myself,

It’s just a crush...trying to run away from the feeling

I hope I can

To push away the feeling

Cause I never get to know you and to know who you are...

I'm Back

2010-11-28T22:39:00.000-08:00

Hye..I'm back..Life been so busy lately, but I'm not yet leaving..just disappear for a while.. It's December..and I can't wait for Mr.Christmas...Hohoho :)

Love,
Dee

Missing You...

2010-11-27T04:48:00.000-08:00

forever goodbye..

Dad,
I know you've been gone exactly 11 years today...
but I am sending you this message
to let you know
you've never been forgotten...
you'll stay in my hearts for always..
I love you and miss you so much!

Love,
bb

I Wish You Could Be Happy - Snow Patrol

2010-09-13T20:10:00.000-07:00

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

Lyrics that explain exactly how you feel ..

2010-09-12T21:25:00.000-07:00

my heart script

Life is complicated ...
since the end
of too many things happened ..
All I can do is ...
I can only express it through lyrics and songs...
Lord, all I wish is Happiness..
a smile on my face..

Nicest Things

2010-09-12T18:27:00.000-07:00

All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something

I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style

I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you'd always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand
When I was upset
I wish you'd never forget
The look on my face when we first met

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot
That you loved secretly
'Cause it was on a hidden bit
That nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,
Actually I meant three

I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep

Look, all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
And I wish that we could see if we could be something
Yeah I wish that we could see if we could be something

Alone

2010-09-09T06:59:00.000-07:00

alone

No one can see the pain that we hide,
They're happy for us to keep it inside,
Our fear is our own; they don't want to know,
Why should we involve them; why should it show.

You live your whole life in confusion and fear,
The need to feel something unbearably near,
Half of you living, Half of you gone,
And inside you know what your doing is wrong.

The thing's that can help, the thing's that may heal,
Are the flame or the blade and the sting of the steel,
The destruction of skin means the death of your soul,
But there's nowhere to run when your living alone.

Jayesslee - Officially Missing You

2010-09-08T00:44:00.000-07:00

Ahah; its cute..plus the animation.. <3

*thumbs up* :)

Say Goodbye..?

2010-09-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

If I seem distant
Baby I am
Words are like scissors in your hands
And there's no script to follow
So I just close my eyes
That way it won?t hurt so much
When we say goodbye

I feel just like an actress
Up on the stage
I can't believe
What i'm hearing myself say
And the porch light is my spotlight
So I play along with this life
That way it won?t hurt so much
When we say goodbye

Did you ever love me?
Does it even matter?
Did you even notice the whole world shatter?
I just want to hold you 'til you know i'm sorry
But I just keep it all inside
That way it won?t hurt so much
When we say goodbye

My heart feels like a circus
it's to much to take in
it's hard to lose love
But you were my best friend

So I walk this high wire
Alone?.tonight
That way it won?t hurt so much
When we say goodbye

That way it won?t hurt so much
When we say goodbye

New Chapter In IPGBL

2010-07-23T21:37:00.000-07:00

It was a fairytale for me to be here.. trying so hard few times before and here I am now. It's like a dream come true.. I'm blessed to have this opportunity plus my intake mostly are Sarawakian group..so it is more easy for me in term of the culture and language.

My first week was like .. Oh Gosh! I never thought it's going to be so packed and hethic like this..? I was like, dying in the first place. (especially during the orientation week) where I fell sick and got this migraine and some sort of thing..mixed feeling and homesick..but now..thank God. I can handle it. :) yippie!
Every Saturday and Sunday is like feeling in paradise for me..because I can relaxing my mind and body from doing anything..but now, they booked my Saturday for our replacement class for raya..and I can only have time to relax on Sunday. My oh My... it was like an Army Camp in the making..haha
The first and second week for me is like oh God, I wanna go back! I want my family and friends.. I can't take this anymore...but i the end..I found this new chapter of life quit interesting..too many to explain why I am still here until today..Me myself keep wondering..Am I supposed to be here..really..? Is this what I want..? erm, I believe God has a plan in our lives..for sure to be a teacher is not an easy job..it's to deal with the life of our new generations. So, hopefully I'll be an inspired teacher for my future students..hopefully :)
So, it's the almost a month here in IPGBL..I kinda like what I'm doing now..wake up early in the morning and back home late in the evening..sometime have to go for the night class. Interesting right..? yeah oh yeah.. :P
So, this coming Monday will be our B.I.G camp in Pulako santubong...yea, I'm exited about it..I love a adventure! can't wait to do those kind of things such as rock climbing..mount climbing..Kayaking..singing and dancing in the jungle...what else arh..?? So, hopefully everyone will be happy and enjoy!

I'll be leaving soon

2010-05-21T21:17:00.000-07:00

It's a bit frustrated to leave when you never thought of it...I hate this feeling, but I have to. There's still 3 days left. I wish I could stay more longer but... I have come out with this decision so hopefully everything will be OK then. At the moment I just can't think of any plan to be done..but I think I need to be free from this whole situation and will come back with the new "me". Lord, I still believe everything happened, there's is a reason of it.

While counting the days to leave the place..I wanted to give "all out" of me so that I'll be leaving for good and I can satisfied myself too. But I know I'm going to miss those funny, crazy and enjoyable people who had become my good friend. Dear Jeyanthy, Faridah, Martin and some of the respectful senior teachers. All though we have known each others in just short period of times..but I am pretty sure I had a very best moment with you guys.

Hopefully the friendship we had made will be last forever...and forget me not.

Rejected!

2010-04-27T23:55:00.000-07:00

Lord..help me

Can anyone hear me?
Does anyone see me?
Why,Why do you treat me this way.
I am feeling rejected,
Or is it because i am?
What did i do,to deserve this pain?

This is not what i want.
So will someone tell me why i am
Being rejected.
I just want to know whats going on.
and what did i do to make me invisible to you.

I can see that I'm not wanted.
I can see that I'm rejected.
But for doing what?
How can you treat someone this way?
But i will never know why,
i am so rejected.

p/s~ This poem is about being rejected, it is just a poem i mean i was kinda thinking about it..

i dedicate this to someone who make others feel this way..

God Bless You

Yes! I got it..

2010-04-17T23:00:00.000-07:00

my dreams

I received a good news yesterday..a bit worry to check the result at first but then I realised if this is what God want for me..nothing can take it away from me. Thank God! I'm IN for the interview. Still a long journey to go..hopefully everything is going to be fine. There's still another round left. Lord, I know nothing is impossible in You and I take this a beautiful gift from You even though I know it can be "Yes" or "No" result in June. ~ ^_^

Two Is Better Than 1 ~ ^_^ ~

2010-04-11T20:42:00.000-07:00

I Loike this...

~^_^~

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2010-04-10T04:29:00.001-07:00

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I was too lazy for everything...~ :(

2010-04-09T09:40:00.000-07:00

Don't Worry be Happy~

It was a silent midnite...
I feel so sleepy..
But couldn't sleep..
I was oversleept this evening..
Wanted to study...But I was too lazy..
What about tomorrow..?
Argh..sigh...
What Am I going to answer during the exam..
Oh God..
I was too lazy this week..
I feel bad..selfish..lazy girl
A tiring week..
Bad Mood..
My lazyness broke me down...
I wish i could go somewhere I can release..
every emotion I keep inside..
Lord..forgive me..
I wish I can do my best for tomorrow..
Chayok2x Dee...

In God's Glory
Dee ~ 12.33am

Oprah's No Phone Zone Campaign

2010-04-06T20:17:00.000-07:00

Have you heard about Oprah's No Phone Zone Campaign? It was on using cell phones while driving. This show was a total eye-opener... I cannot help but post this. If you have the time, click THIS. Its very well-done and definitely worth your time.

Then take the pledge HERE

Why Do Women Cry?

2010-04-05T01:42:00.000-07:00

~ Tears in Heaven~

A little boy asked his mother “Why are you crying?”
“Because I’m a woman,” she told him.

“I don’t understand,” he said. His Mom just hugged him and said,“And you never will”
Later the little boy asked his father, “Why does mother seem to cryfor no reason?”

“All women cry for no reason,” was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God; and when God got on the phone, he asked,

“God, why do women cry so easily?”

God said: “When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet,gentle enough to give comfort”

“I gave her an inner strength to endure child birth and the rejection that many times comes from her children”

“I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining ”

“I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly”

“I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart”

“I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly”

“And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed.”

“You see: The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.”

“The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that isthe doorway to her heart - the place where love resides.”

Every Woman is Beautiful!

~Dear Women...never say that you're ugly..You are always beautiful inside and outside..~ ^_^

Happy Easter Day

2010-04-04T05:08:00.000-07:00

He is Risen..!

Easter

is the most important

annual religious feast as per Christian year.

It is believe that Jesus was resurrected from the dead on the third day from his crucifixion.

Christians celebrate this resurrection on Easter day or Easter Sunday.

Easter day is a great spring celebration for Christians

which sends a message to everyone

that God loves all.

~God Bless Everyone~

^_^

It's a climb

2010-03-30T19:56:00.000-07:00

I have a dream

It was "unbelievable"
To have the second opportunity
Never thought of this few weeks ago
yea..it's true ..
We will never know how God working His plans in this life...
Everything happened...it’s happened for a reason....
There’s a time to laugh...a time to cry..a time to fail...a time to success..
a time to breath and a time to die...

I was like "wow"!
and...
Praise the Lord coz I got a chance to prove myself again..
..i wanted the best for me..and my family
I know its sound like a "BIG DREAM"
..Kind off...but not really..

^_^

Just that... I wish I can do something in life
I believe everyone wanted to be "somebody"
To hold something that I can be proud of...
It was like I am fighting for a better future...
Climbing as high as you can...
I totally believe God also always fight for our future...
Giving as much as He can
Because His love for us...

Every time I thought there's no hope for something
He brings me back...To see dreams he has created for my future...
How I couldn't see those wonderful things He has done..?
Papa J...thanks for everything.. :)

In God's Glory....

Dee Luke ^_^

Today...I feel alive~

2010-03-10T16:39:00.000-08:00

I feel Alive!

Today
As I woke up in the morning...
I feel wonderful
Inside and outside
He is the one

...who rebuild the spirit in me
Encourage me...

and

strengthen me
To move on
No matter what happen
In life
I believe He never will forsaken me
Neither leaves me
Cause deep inside of me
There’s will always hope in Him
That will never have end...

Why it has to be this way..?

2010-03-09T16:40:00.000-08:00

Lord.. stick with me

I realize
It feels like something is goin wrong
Have plan it well..
Struggle for it...
A dreams that I always longing for

But...

don’t know why

It's seem to be so hard for me
Did I've done anything wrong?

Or God have another plan for me...?

Maybe it’s not what God want me to be
I guess..

Or else..I have to wait again...?
I feel pain ...such a failure in me
Broken inside...nobody know
How’s it feel to be waiting again
Why? Why everything has to be this way...?
don’t I deserve it...?

I'm trying so hard...
to be better person...and have a better life...
What should I do...?
should I change my mind...?

And dream of another dreams????

Rest In Peace ^_^

2010-03-01T20:38:00.000-08:00

Dearest to the persons who I used to called family in Christ. Guys, you’ll always be in our heart and thought. Even though we’ve known each other just for short quality of time...but every moment and memories had touched my heart through the kindness of yours hearts.

God loves you more than we do and losing such a great persons like you guys will be deeply missing by us. In everything that had happened for the past few weeks we considered it as such a nightmare that never been thought by everyone of us. But we still believe in God...He has a reason for it. Till we meet again in God’s Hope...Rest in Peace

In everlasting memory
Uncle Deng, Auntie Unyang, Gabriel Isaac & Jacquelyn Usun

New Chapter

2010-03-01T16:34:00.000-08:00

Hope

Starting a new job isn't fun. Never imagined it could be this busy...way to different from the last year schedule. Almost every day I have to wake up early in the morning and come back late in the evening...I feel tiring all day long. Can’t wait to go home early.. It’s definitely far away different from my previous experiences...but 1 thing still remain the same...the word “temporary”..me myself also don’t know when will the word “temporary” will be gone in me.

Starting this new job can be considered as another waiting point for me in hoping new hope in searching a job. I know I’m a bit stressful and blameless to be waiting again. But, I believe there’s a reason of everything that happened in life.

Yes, I am so excited but very nervous as well, very full of doubts... Will I like my new work place? Will my future colleagues treat me nice? Will the work itself justify me and everyone around me? Can I deliver everything effectively? Will I maintain my composure and won't get overwhelmed...

I have to say it again, this is definitely a new journey... I am hoping to conquer and hurdle strongly. I need to battle myself out of my comfort zone, I can make a difference.In your hands my Lord, I pray.

Happy Burfday Dee...

2009-11-03T21:45:00.000-08:00

A great day to be remember...it’s once a year even though it’s a bit scary to count our ages each year but be glad for God has doing a great thing in our life!

Today, I turned to 25. My God...I can’t believe it I am sweet 25 today. It’s a mixed feeling blended in my heart and mind. Happy, sad, curious, blur...huhu but most of all I am thankful to God for giving me a good and great life to live on. First thing I do when I woke up this morning is give thanks to the Lord for the new breath He has given me. Life running so fast and its feel like I was graduated from university a month ago!

Since I was a child, birthday is the most powerful celebration to think of. Celebrate it a couple of times...of course all of us experienced those stuff. But now, the most important thing for me is to have a great life and family. Really appreciate my every precious moment in life. Hopefully more happiness to come my way...hehe

p/s "thanks to all...for the birthday wish...really appreciate it :)

I am thankful...

2009-11-02T19:31:00.000-08:00

I had a great time until i don’t have time to update my blog and how i miss to do it! Thank God I am happy with every single minute nowadays. Life...there is up and down...if before I’ve been struggle a lot to find my happiness and Lord, I thank You coz now i found it in You. I really want to thank every single person I meet each days in life coz they coloured my day with laughter even though sometime yeah...as a normal person we run out of mood but still I am happy with my life. I am truly blessing for my youth members who always blessed and support from behind toward up and down in life. My family who makes me experiences the full of love each day. My colleague’s teachers and friends which bring joy to my heart even though life as a teacher kinda stress. Ahaha! Been busy lately, as usual with the youth ministry and my life as a teacher. I can’t stop thinking how wonderful You had coloured and well planning my day Lord. Wishing more joyful moment to be cherish in a days to come. Each time I think of all the great thing in Life..I feel fully energy to do greater thing in life...

Show me the way…

2009-06-12T00:54:00.000-07:00

I have to admit that for the past few months…I will consider it as my tougher months than I ever had. Seem that everything is not in the right track for me. I feel my life is on the bottom of everything where every single things I’ve done, It will end up with the word FAIL. I felt down for a while because of the situation I faced at the moment.

Yesterday I’ve received another failure news. Than I was wondering, thinking so hard is there are any chances for me in the next days to come? I’ve made lots of thinking for the past few weeks and almost for the past few months. I have put my hope in Him and waiting the best from Him. But it’s not His plan for me yet…I guess. I just bare in my mind that whatever happened today is what He has plans for me. Everything happened for a reason and at the right time. Just that, as a human being…we can’t hide the disappointed feeling towards what happened in this beautiful life. Life so beautiful and I need to appreciate whatever He has given me in life.

Now, it’s time to move on. To forget all the sad feeling and those hope where has gone by throughout the time. I believe that there’s still a hope for me (you too) in Him. Try to find back the hope that He has ready for us. Any failure that happened today is today failure…tomorrow has its own story to tell. Let the time heal the pain. Just put our trust in Him and He will show us the ways towards everything. Have faith in him. Amen!

Family + Friends = that’s makes me happy all day long

2009-06-04T18:59:00.000-07:00

It’s is a wonderful day when we talked about holiday! I had my great day last week where some of my family members come and visit us for holiday… and at the same time, I can take a break for couple of days from work. Been so stressful for the past few months and now it’s time for me to redeem myself with my love ones. This is what I’ve been waiting for this although it is just for a few days.

CJ and mum giving their peace~

CJ with mum and dad

Well, I had my great weekend with my cousins too. Trying something new, I decided to cut my hair, but not so dramatic changes and maybe the changes will changes one by one…so that I’m not totally look changed 100%. It’s been a while didn’t go for a walk with them, so we go to the place where I love to be…its beach again. There we go…just going crazy shot without bothering people around us. Haha Nah, who cares? As long I had my great day… :)

Pushing game lol!

waiting for who?

charlie's angel in the making? bluekk

fooling around...

kath and me

I am so glad to see my grandparents are here too with us. It’s been a while we did’t make any celebration since last year. There’s a couple of activities goes on during my weekend where my sis’s friend Jocelyn also engaged on the same week. So I guess its double joy because I am invited to the event too (to accompany my sis ahah!) So, my holiday will not sound so bored yeh…

Patricia and me

Yummy!

Pui doh and Pui akek

CJ and mum after having their lunch...

On the other day, it’s time to be with my family again. Spending the rest of holiday with my sister before she goes back to KL and drive my grandparent to have some treat after they came back from Kuching. That’s what I do for the past few days ago, although it’s sound not so fabulous happening weekend…but I am glad to spend my weekend happily with my love ones. Erm…guess what? And my head is dreaming and planning what to do on the next holiday…

Michele with her Yahoo pose!

Christian's First Birthday (26 May 2009)

2009-06-02T22:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Christian!

Baby Christian.. :)

first time...

It’s happened once in a year! Yesterday night was my nephew (Christian Jorge’s Birthday) Time running so fast and I couldn’t believe it….CJ turned 1 year already. I’m happy for both of his parent and hopefully joy and blessing always be with him. We had a great time although it just a simple celebration. I thank God of this beautiful child in our family…

Trying hard to find my ways...

2009-05-22T01:53:00.000-07:00

Just a little late to realize on something in me...I feel bad for not realized it from the start. I almost didn’t recognized myself and what was I’m thinking about this situation. Why I can turn out to be like this nowadays until now I realize on it…on what should I concentrate on? What was on my mind? Almost become a jerk to myself…

I thank God…for letting me to see the true in You, in the real world on what is going on. He knows everything and must be He doesn’t want me to go further on it. You’re so good to me Lord. Just that I feel bad all this while for letting those things happened in my life. Just a wakeup call for me to be alert on things happened around me.

Now, feel a bit regret and pity for myself. I need to work on to built my faith and strange in life. Trying hard to back on the track where I should stand on…I almost there…just in the corner of the victory... Opened the eyes of my Heart Lord…to see what’s good you have done in me…

The Best Is Yet To Come...

2009-05-15T00:16:00.000-07:00

2 days ago, I was attended an open interview for a job in my hometown Miri. It’s something to do with education. At the first place, I never thought that I will going for it because the time I know about the interview, it’s kinda late to apply for leave on the next day. But God is good, at the right time he opened up a way for me to go for the interview on the next morning. I was not prepared at all because I just thinking just going for the interview and don’t want to get regret for not attending it. I know well that I always regret for something that I postponed for.

On the next morning, Kinda late to go for the interview. Uhh! I was too lazy that morning, I take very slow moved in doing everything. After taking a bath and breakfast, then ready to go for the interview. While I was on my way to the interview, want to drop somewhere where I can top up my phone because my credit is running low. After all I realize my purse is left at home. Wondering I will be late for the interview, I was rushing drive back home to take my purse! Luckily, I still can register my name to attend the interview. Thank GOD!

It was a long queue where there I meet couple of my friends too. Hey, long time no see babes! Kinda reunion going on for a while. After registered my name and waiting for a while for my turn then I was kinda frustrated when they said the interview will be continue to tomorrow morning. Nah! That’s where I start to feel frustrated…because I just apply for 1 day leave yesterday. Never thought it will be postponed to tomorrow morning. Thinking of what should I do? Should I apply for another leave? Oh my! Headache thinking of it. When I think this will going to be a great opportunity for me, so I decided to take another leave. Luckily my boss doesn’t have any problem with it. Thank God again for His mercy.

The next morning got another challenges. I was thinking why it’s so hard within this few days. Let’s make the story short…what I mean challenges is, me and my friend have to go and sign our certs for the second time due to some problem and again I have to wait until afternoon for my turn to be interview. Nah! That’ it…the challenge I have to face within this 2 days. But even though I have to face the circumstances in trying to do the best for my future. I am so glad for the experiences I get. Now, I have to wait for the result and hoping the best is on my way… but if I failed for it…God must prepared something good to comes….

I hate doin nothing!

2009-05-12T00:44:00.000-07:00

I hate boring day…
hate it so much…but what can I do…?
I really need something that can make me happy and busy…
...so I would happy of what I am doing…
...not just take a seat and doing nothing!
I rather be in the busy situation more than just act nonsense and innocent like I don’t know anything.
Oh God! Help me out from this craziness…. If felt blameless

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-10T19:45:00.001-07:00

Happy Mother’s Day especially to my mum…Theresa Ubong Ding and every single person who are called by the name Mother! May God be richly blessed everyone of you…

When I fall in love with the song...

2009-04-28T23:58:00.000-07:00

Surrender

I'm giving you my heart
And all that is within
I'm laying it all down
For the sake of you my king

I'm giving you my dreams
I'm laying down my rights
I'm giving up my
For the promise of new live

And I surrender it all to you, all to you
And I surrender it all to you, all to you

I'm singing you this song
I'm waiting at the cross
And all the world holds still
Counting all that love

The sake of knowing you
The glory of your name
To know the lasting joy
Even sharing in your past

And I surrender it all to you, all to you [8x

I fall in love with his song and the meaning of it... i surrender!

When I fall in love with the song...

2009-04-28T21:15:00.000-07:00

SURRENDER - By Marc James

God Bless All

Say Hello to Sunday...

2009-04-23T22:39:00.001-07:00

I just bought new little fighting fish last Sunday…no reason why I bought it…just that I think I need some friend to accompany me in the office… how’s that? Sometime I feel tiring and need to release all the tension out from my mind…so I guess Sunday will able to bring some excitement to me. So that, human being is not the only thing I see all day long in the office but my little Sunday also. I named it Sunday because I bought it on Sunday lol… :) I can’t think any other name so I guess that’s the suitable name for him. Hye guys, Say Hello to Sunday! Cheers…

Happy Easter Day

2009-04-09T00:56:00.000-07:00

When you think of Easter, we must think of colored eggs and lots of sweetie thing, but to Christians around the world it is much more than that where for us it is such an important day each year. Easter Day is the day Christians remember Jesus rising from the dead after his brutal crucifixion, But shortly after his death He had risen again to save us all. This is some Easter story from the Bible to be share with you all. God Bless All

The Resurrection - Jesus Is Risen! (Mark chapter 16 )

The next evening, when the Sabbath ended, Mary Magdalene, Salome and Mary the mother of James went out and purchased burial spices to put on Jesus' body. Very early on Sunday morning, just at sunrise, they came to the tomb. On the way they were discussing who would roll the stone away from the entrance to the tomb. But when they arrived, they looked up and saw that the stone - a very large one - had already been rolled aside. So they entered the tomb, and there on the right sat a young man clothed in a white robe. The women were startled, but the angel said, "Do not be so surprised. You are looking for Jesus, the Nazarene, who was crucified. He isn't here! He has been raised from the dead! Look, this is where they laid His body. Now go and give this message to His disciples, including Peter: Jesus is going ahead of you to Galilee. You will see Him there, just as He told you before He died!" The women fled from the tomb, trembling and bewildered, saying nothing to anyone because they were too frightened to talk.

It was early on Sunday morning when Jesus rose from the dead, and the first person who saw Him was Mary Magdalene, the woman from whom He had cast out seven demons. She went and found the disciples, who were grieving and weeping. But when she told them that Jesus was alive and she had seen Him, they didn't believe her.

Afterward He appeared to two who were walking from Jerusalem into the country, but they didn't recognize Him at first because He had changed His appearance. When they realized who He was, they rushed back to tell the others, but no one believed them.
Still later He appeared to the eleven disciples as they were eating together. He rebuked them for their unbelief - their stubborn refusal to believe those who had seen Him after He had risen.

And then He told them,

"Go into all the world and preach the Good News to everyone, everywhere. Anyone who believes and is baptized will be saved. But anyone who refuses to believe will be condemned. These signs will accompany those who believe: They will cast out demons in My name, and they will speak new languages. They will be able to handle snakes with safety, and if they drink anything poisonous, it won't hurt them. They will be able to place their hands on the sick and heal them."

When the Lord Jesus had finished talking with them, He was taken up into heaven and sat down in the place of honor at God's right hand. And the disciples went everywhere and preached, and the Lord worked with them, confirming what they said by many miraculous signs.

God loves you so much that He send His son Jesus Christ to die for your sins. After His resurrection and ascension into heaven, He sent His Spirit to live in our lives and empower us to live the abundant life. But we must personally ask Him into our lives to be our Lord and Savior. If you are sincere about asking Him into your life, why don't you pray the suggested prayer below:

(Prayer is talking to God. God knows your heart and is not as concerned with your words as He is with the attitude of your heart.)

It's been a while guys...

2009-04-08T20:32:00.001-07:00

It’s been a while didn’t update anything in this blog. Seem like life going so fast and busy all the time. I really need some break; I wanted to have some vacation anywhere where I can redeem myself and mind. But do I have a time to do all that? I guess no. Sorry to my blogger friend for missing quite a while from this page. Will keep in touch with you guys soon. God Bless All

Liverpool beat Man U. ( 4-1 ) It's a fact!

2009-03-16T18:10:00.000-07:00

Hey guys...i just wanna share some nice pictures of Liverpool and Man U match on the 14 March 2009 last Saturday. Who's liverpool's fan here? yea! Clapp your hand in the air because we can beat Man UTD. And it's a BIG WIN anyway... :)

Liverpool ready to rock the match

Ronaldo celebrate first goal but still can't please Man U fans

Torres, man of the match!

Gerald the real hero...

Gerard kiss the camera after scored the goal

Sorry Man U, we beat u guys :)

Liverpool players celebrates their moment of victory

World Kidney Day

2009-03-11T20:11:00.000-07:00

Here guys, today is World Kidney Day (12 March). To be honest I don't know anything about this disease, but a couple of weeks before while I was dropped by at the CIMB ATM machine to withdraw some money. There's a group of people approached me and explained to me how to help kidney's patients to have the better live in the future. After the long explanation from them, OK I’ll make the story short here. Then they asked me to sign in as public donator. After that blessed afternoon, I almost forget about it.

Suddenly yesterday I’ve received a text message from this organization via phone. Wink...Wink...it’s kind of wake up call I guess. When I think about it back, it’s not a co-incident I bumped into the situation and meet those people on that afternoon. Hurm, guess what? Maybe God wanted to show something about it. Yea, I’m glad I can donate even though it’s not in a big amount.

Haha Hye friends, you also can chip in by participating in their activities or by signing up as participant during various awareness campaigns and fund raising projects. Here some info that I can tell you. Check this out!

This March, during National Kidney Month, the National Kidney Foundation urges all of us to get to know two humble, hardworking organs; the kidneys. Sometimes the more you know, the more you love.

To help raise awareness and appreciation for all the vital functions perform, the national Kidney Foundation is encouraging all of us to learn more and take steps now to preserve kidneys health. March 12 is World kidney Day, the perfect time to get to know your kidneys and find out if you’re at risk. And how to maintain our kidney healthy always? Follow these 10 steps:

10 Ways to Keep Kidneys Healthy

1. Monitor blood pressure and cholesterol

2. Follow a healthy diet

3. Monitor blood glucose

4. Don’t overuse over-the-counter painkillers.

5. Control weight

6. Get an annual physical exam

7. Don’t smoke

8. Know if CKD,diabetes or heart disease runs in your family

9. Exercise regularly

10. Talk to your doctor about being tested for CKD if you’re at risk.

Your money helps us save lives

Why Do Women Cry? - Happy Women's Day

2009-03-09T23:51:00.000-07:00

A little boy asked his mother "Why are you crying?"

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said,

"And you never will"

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry
for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God; and when God got on the phone, he asked,

"God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort"

"I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children"

"I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining "

"I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly"

"I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart"

"I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly"

"And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see: The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair."

"The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

Every Woman is Beautiful!

Scorpio Women

2009-03-06T00:19:00.001-08:00

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she’s going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She
likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to her, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spend money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

"You know what charm is: a way of getting the answer yes without having asked any clear question." - Albert Camus (Sun In Scorpio)

Journey oh Journey

2009-02-25T17:32:00.000-08:00

I kinda miss my teaching day at school. Although I am not a teacher anymore (actually I use to be a temporary teacher before), but I kinda miss to back at school. Mostly some of my friends still continue their teaching profession. he he but I guess my job now is a gift from God and it's should be the best for me. Yea, my experience as a teacher is not a happy story but, yea it's has to be that way I guess. there's a lot of good and bad experiences. But most of all, I found that teaching is a tough job ever. We have to deal with our mental and emotion. For those teacher out there I'm sure you will be agree with this statement. :)

The most valuable things that ever happened during my teaching experience is that I make a lots o friends. It is good for me because I don't have lots of friend actually. I feel good to worked with this those people even though there's still somebody will be not cooperate with us but still I am glad with those who makes my life happier. Yea, look at me now... since becoming a teacher I gain weight a lots. Every single person who knew me will said I am more healthier than before. Guess what? we use to spend our free time at the school canteen. hurm, sometime stressful to hear that. ha ha as long I am happy.

Too many wonderful experiences that is hard to forget. When I look at the kids nowadays, they are so innocent. Yea, I try to refreshing my memory by thinking of my school time. It was so great where I don't have to think of so many things. All I can do is go to school, spends my time with friends, done my homework and back home and sleep. Sometimes, I wish I can turn back time. I wanted to spend more time on my school time where I don't have to get stress thinking of my works and how my life should be . hehe if I have the supernatural power?...nah forget about that.

Now, I got a new job and try to deal with all this new experience. Wish that I can doing well here and thankful for the wonderful journey I've going through all days.

Christian Jorge

2009-02-12T16:40:00.000-08:00

Christian Jorge aka CJ

Let me introduce someone who brings joy to my family since the end of May last year. Christian Jorge is my sister’s son who was born on the May 26, last year. We never thought Christian will be his name because my sister is thinking about other name. But we think Christian will be nice for him. Christian is also meant the follower of Christ. We use to call him CJ but not CJ7. There’s nothing to do with that movie anyway. Now, CJ is almost 9 months and he become so adorable and excited when he met with the ladies. I guess he had been kissed by my entire ladies friend. (You know what I mean by saying that) yea, he is our Mr. Popular. Maybe because in my family members mostly are ladies.

CJ is a simple child where he loves to smile every time he woke up from sleep. Easy to take care and his favourite activities is to take shower but after all I can tell you he really likes to eat. I am thinking what people said about mix parentage is that their child are cuter? Is that true? (CJ’s father is kadazan + dusun) So. I leave the question to you guys. I was wondering now how my child will look like because I am still waiting until I can see so clearly who is the one. *laughing*

A Twist In My Life

2009-02-11T23:33:00.000-08:00

evening view

Yesterday evening was a new experience for me who just working in shipping industry. There’s a function by company for new vessel opening ceremony. Although I was too tired and just wanted to back home and take a rest. But, as a new staff I have to attend the ceremony and take some experience how it will going to be. This is my first experience to be on the ship and luckily it’s a huge ship. It’s accommodation vessel anyway and I am lucky to have a walk around the entire vessel with some of my colleagues.

ship capten wanna be! (",)

night view

I can say I’m a bit culture shock and scared here most of the people around me are guy. But I have to comfort myself and mind with the new situation. Haha because since I start to work 2 years ago in other places, mostly I deal with those ladies but this time it’s a bit different. Here, I learn more on life although it's almost 2 weeks I've been here. Hopefully there’s wonderful thing to come my way. Never thought I am going to work in this industry but I believe God has a wonderful plan for me here. Just wait and see.

Lady in Waiting - Happy Valentine Day

2009-02-11T16:49:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone, Valentine Day are around the corner, so i like to share this poem to all the single lady who still waiting for her true love. Keep waiting for the glory of the Lord will give you the best among the best. So don't fear to be Lady In Waiting and don’t worry about that certain guy you have had your eye on for a while. If he is God’s best for you, he will be there when you return…

LADY IN WAITING

Is not about finding the right man,
But becoming the right women,

Lady In Waiting
Recklessly abandons herself
To the Lordship of Christ,
Diligently uses her single days,
Trusts God with unwavering faith,
Demonstrates virtue in daily life,
Loves God with undistracted devotion,
Stands for physical and emotional purity
Lives in security,
Responds to life in contentment,
Makes choices based on her convictions,
And waits patiently for God to meet her needs.

"Incompleteness is not the result of being single, but of not being full of Jesus”

I'm back

2009-02-10T21:18:00.000-08:00

look to you

I'm back here again. It's been a while i didn't update any post here. So, here i go again. Hopefully more story to shares with everybody. Anyway, i found a job already. Really thank God for all the wonderfull thing happen to me. Anyway, i noe it's kinda too late to say welcome 2009...but welcome 2009 and let's start a brand new life! God Bless everyone...

Cheers, Dee Luke

Graduation Day

2008-01-05T23:19:00.000-08:00

For the past few weeks, (actually,this post should be published on Nov month) I’ve been celebrating my graduation day and year end holiday in Kuala Lumpur with my family. It’s been a wonderful experience to celebrate my graduation day for the 2nd time since my first graduation in 2005. Kind of miss those memories and friends since 5 years in here. Luckily we meet during the graduation day. It’s almost a few months after our last semester in university.

Feel glad to be here again although it’s just for a few weeks. I miss my faculty and friends. All the funny jokes we used to do…and all those gossips and weird issues. How I miss all that. Since I’m here, I and my family stayed at my sister house. Kind of miss her too since she worked here. Feel weird when she’s not around. Yea, she’s married now.

The graduation day quite happening because everyone doesn’t met each others in the past few months. So, I guess everybody have their own story to be shared. Some of us are working already which are good for them. And some of us still unemployed and how bad does it feel. Huhu ... I felt bad which I can’t spend more time with all my friends during my trip to KL. Some of them wanted to hanging out together with me since my visit here (Ekaz & Megat), but sorry guys I can’t make it. How I wish to…but maybe in my next visit ok?

This last graduation seemed like to be the sadness memories because there’s no graduation day after this. Everyone will continue with there own life. Wishes everybody good luck in everything they do. Lastly, dear friends…"it doesn’t matter where we go, as long as we still keep in touch!" Muahhh!

Best Wishes,
Dee

Holiday! Celebrate!

2008-01-05T23:14:00.000-08:00

I was in Kuala Lumpur to attend my graduation day. I’m going there with my family. After graduation day end, we having our "cuti-cuti Malaysia" (holiday) before we come back to Miri. I just want to spend quality time with my family and friends as I’ve been far away in Miri after finished my study back in last May. Been away for a while and didn’t get enough time to spend with my friends. So I decided to meet some of them. Time is precious and it must be spend with precious people.

I’m thinking of Sg Weng and Petaling Street cuz it’s a shopping paradise! I can go crazy over the clothes, bags and shoes that are superb cheap! I love spending the day walking around the city and then enjoying the wonderful foods…heaven! At one night, we had a walked along Titiwangsa Lake, thinking of to ride The Eye of Malaysia. But oh my gosh! The place was thronged with people who q-up to make a rode too. Then we decided to wait for the fireworks display at night.
There is a trip to zoo also where I use to go before. But this time it’s a bit different because kind of lots changes they made. And guess what? They raise up the ticket price too lol! Well, kind of an interesting experiences cuz there a lots of activities happened that day. The most exciting part is to watch the zoo attendant to feed the big brownie bear! Scary…

During my vacation, it’s about almost Christmas Eve where we can see Christmas spirit everywhere in the KL city. I managed to take a shoot some of the Christmas decoration they made. Really feel the spirit of Christmas coming around the corner. Ho Ho Ho…I meet some of my family there too where this vacation is all about family vacation. Hehe I like it when it’s come to family values…

Live in Kuala Lumpur is so much different from here in Miri. KL just like a city to entertain, foods and shopping paradise but at the same place KL can be so hectic, crazy and chaotic here! Although it has a lots of entertainment values, but it doesn’t feel like your hometown. After a few weeks in KL, I really miss to go home. I can’t wait to go back home a spend time with my cuzzies and friends at the beach where we use to do almost every weekend!

Miri, here I’m back!

Last Day

2007-10-28T20:16:00.000-07:00

Today is my last day in school. I mean my last day as a teacher. There’s a mix feeling in me…I can feel relief a bit but in depth of my heart I feel I’m going to miss those experiences here especially with all the naughty2x students. Yea, usually I hate when talk about “goodbye”. I’ve experience it before during my school time. Kind of hard to explain and I’m pretty sure you guys also know how it feel.

Today, I’ve plan not to teaching but spend more time with my students. Yea, 2 months doesn’t really enough for me to know lots about them. It’s been a while didn’t talk to them because last week is a school holiday for “hari raya”. So, today is the first day to school after holiday and it is the last day for me here. I thought lots of them will absent today because it’s the first day after holiday…guess what? They all came to school today (smiling). Most of them knew that it’s going to be the last day with me. So they keep on asking “isn’t really the last day?” Erm…so I wonder if they want me to go or to stay? Whatever…

I take lots of pictures of them which I’ll keep as my memory here. Wow! They are so excited when facing with the camera hah…I’ll show it through the photos later. I’m lucky because too many good experiences and opportunity I got here. So, I wish all the best to everyone. God Bless!

Magic Tree

2007-10-09T18:40:00.000-07:00

Magic tree

Seem like we are in the spring season. Why I said so, it is because of the spring views that happen in front of my house. For anybody know where my house is, come to my house then later you’ll know how it is look like. Actually my family mango tree totally died 100% now. Confirm! Kind of weird for us seeing the tree suddenly died with no reason. Kind of frustrated sometime when I think about it. We love the mango tree so much. Now it’s gone. It’s hard when we lost something that we really care about. Am I right? *sigh*

The mango tree really brings lots of memories. For us it’s a magic tree. It is because the tree usually non stop producing fruits months by months. It’s totally different from the other mango trees. The mango fruits color is pink plus green. It’s like an apple when look at it from far. The tree reminds me lots of my father. He is the one who use to plant it before. Kind of sad when know the tree is gone now. We all know there must be a reason why these things happen. But sometime, the tree looks great at night view. Look like ghost story scenery in the night. Believe me. Some of my friends also said the tree look great without the leaves LOL! (Laughing) Happy Halloween…

So, whenever the tree is gone now…hopefully the memories will never be fading away.

Bad Day

2007-10-08T19:28:00.000-07:00

Today I consider this day as a bad day for me. I still thank Lord for the new day that He gives me to go on to. Today I wake up early in the morning because I can’t sleep well within this few days. Erm…I felt so tired and always felt angry. Maybe because I’m use to it nowadays…always became angry in the classroom with all the naughty students. Hurm…tension!

That morning I tried to check on my friendster profile…oh no! The internet connection is too bad at the moment. It’s been 3 days I couldn’t connect well with the website. So sad for me…something wrong with my profile and I don’t really know what’s was going on with it. Never mind … the time is running so fast, its 10.15 already. I have to prepare the lunch for my sister and niece. Oh, I almost forgot about it. Later I have to fetch Michelle at her kindergarten. Quit busy that morning…so I prepared our lunch quickly.

uyot and michelle playing monopoly

michelle (upet)

Before I fetch Michelle, I ask uyot (my youngest sister) to help me to do something at home…but! Arghhh!! She’s in a bad mood too I guess where finally we argue for each other. Huhu what a bad day for me. Feeling so bad make me ready to school so early that day…. UNTIL, here’s the climax of my bad day.

When I try to fetch Michelle at her school…they ask me who I am to fetch her up. They felt curious looking at me because I never fetch Michelle before this. It’s my mum job but she’s kind of busy that morning. When I try to say I am Michelle auntie, the old teacher didn’t believe me and she’s started pretend that I tried to cheat them?! What?! Nonsense isn’t it? This old teacher really spoils my mood that day. So again, I quarrel with her. Really felt stupid that day. I’m in rush to school and this old teacher keep asking me some stupid questions that she shouldn’t ask. Hurh… lastly, getting tired of quarrel with that old teacher, I ask her makes a call to my house if she does still don’t believe me! Satisfied? I rushed back home to send Michelle and drive to school.

That’s the end of the story…

Jill’s Wedding

2007-10-02T09:33:00.000-07:00

Jill’s wedding was on the 25th August last month. It is a great family moment we had. This is the moment where we can meet every one of our family members. I love those moments so much. Wonderful day we had yet it’s a bit tiring. Time past by so fast and today, Jill getting married already. I still remember the childhood moments we’ve been together. We shared a lot in common… yea, tomorrow never be the same like before...but feel happy for her.

Well, it is a tired morning for us. The wedding ceremony will start at 10.00 in the morning. So we had to wake up early to prepare our self. Thanks to Mona Lisa Bridal for the make up and beautiful wedding dress for the day. Well, everyone looked excited that morning. It’s like a long morning for us there while me and roger (Joe’s bro) felt funny looking at Joe always asking us the time.

The moment Jill walked along the way to the her groom…Depth in my heart I said... ”this is the best moment ever”…it was like a dream comes true. He he that moment...I’m too sure two hearts beating soooo fast! Feel really weird because I feel nervous even thought it’s not my wedding day…silly! So I act cool then…

wedding ceremony

Happy faces ...

wedding reception

party time

So, Haha later that night, we had Jill’s wedding reception at Dynasty Hotel. More pupils came that night. Wonderful night too remembers and we had our great time ever. The most happening moments is when JAMBATAN TAMPARULI song is performed by Joe’s uncle. Joe’s family members representing their sumazau dance. Guess what? Haha it seems like everyone volunteers to dances lol! I felt funny looking at those people who really look excited to dances. Well, that night I’ve learned sumazau dance too.

So...to make it short here…just go through those pictures, you guys will find how memorable that day for us. I on behalf of my family members would like to thank you to everyone who came that beautiful day. God Bless Everyone. Adios!!!

I wrote about us

2007-09-26T09:11:00.000-07:00

The loneliness bothering me again…Why nowadays isn’t turn to be good for me? I felt so boring and I really miss all those moments during my university time. Feel like I miss all my friends, especially my housemates. Hye! I mean it… I miss it when we all used to “lepak” at Wira Sejati during our dinner time. Yea…how I wish I could be there now and make an order for “Nasi Putih + Ayam Goreng Kunyit?” yummy! That’s my favorite order. He he

Selvia, I miss to spend time with you at “Only Mee Restaurant” lol! Remember it when we rather spend so much money just to lunch at the place? “Kong Poh” is our favorite one! Even though we don’t have so much money…you and I still wanted to go there. Haha we eat until so full.

Me, Alma, Selvia, Betty, Adeline & Gladys

crazy time

look at selvia there!

Gladys, you are my sleeping partner. (No…no…we are not like you guys think) We use to sleep at the dining room rather than to sleep in the bedroom. Yea, we enjoyed so much sleeping outside right? We chat a lot before we sleep hah? Hye Betty, I’m sure you will felt envy when you read this. Hehe Girls, how I wish I could turn back time. Life…life…I wish the happy moment won’t be fade so fast. I miss every moment especially the time when we use to hang out in town. Shopaholic us! Yea, I’m still hold the “shopaholic” title hah? I guess not anymore? Watch out! Selvia will take over the title. Haha…

Alma? Huhu…I miss this cute lady. Too many funny stories about her. You guys should know her well lol…she’s such a wonderful lady. Hye mama, I know some of your secrets…heehaw. This girl usually couldn't’t close the door every time she came back from class because she is busy to do something in urgent. :) Sshhh! Yea...Yea...I’ll keep the secret.

Betty even thought I knew you just in little of time. But we become a good friend…aka a good fighter hah? He he… we always bully each other. I knew a bit about her. I guess this girl need 24 hours to sleep in one day. Ha-ha she’s a good sleeper! Wei, you sleep too much. You know that? Here she come our sleeping beauty.

Friends, I’ll be coming soon. Hopefully the days will be so great for us. May God bless each every of you.

New Job...

2007-08-31T19:49:00.000-07:00

It’s time for me to update something here…guess what? I got a job already. Thanks God for it. Never thought of become a teacher. What I mean is, I am a teacher now. But…it’s only for 2 months (temporary teacher). At last I have something to do while I’m waiting for my graduation day in November. I will be teaching at St Joseph Primary school here in Miri. It’s been 2 weeks already and I found it’s kind of challenged.

Even thought it’s just for 2 months…I think it is good for me rather than staying at home without doing anything. Somewhere somehow…I’ll be pay at the end of the month. Aite? Luckily I’m in the afternoon session, so I don’t have to wake up so early in the morning. Hehe lazy gurl. First day at school is the weirdest experience for me. Kind of weird when everyone is calling you Teacher! Teacher! But now, I’m use to it. It’s become 1 of my name nowadays. I think become a teacher is a great opportunity for me. The first day is like wow! I’m a teacher now. I feel great and lucky to have this experience. Now I know how it’s feeling to be a teacher. In this few weeks, there is my boring week because it is an exam weeks…so, there’s not much to do. We just had our relax time if there’s nothing to do. But, too much relax will turned to a boring time! Huhu…

For me the best moment become a teacher is that teaching time…I enjoyed being with my students all the time. Although they are too noisy and lazy sometimes, yea…that’s kids’ rite? Is like that whole world belongs to them … kids are too curious sometimes…they too much complaining, too much questions and too much of wondering. Some questions and complains aren’t too serious but they still keep asking me about all stuffs. Sometimes its makes me laughed all by myself. Day by days already and I kind of like to be in teacher heels now. Although it is just only for 2 months…I thank God for this opportunity to be a teacher.

Finding My Soul Mate

2007-08-14T02:13:00.000-07:00

What a blessed day I had here…Everyone seemed to get married soon. (Actually not everyone but some of my relatives will get married this year. Wonderful right? I’m happy and excited for them. Can’t wait for the day. Well, Sis Jill wedding day will be held within this month too. Hurm, time running so fast I guess.

I still remember the day we had as a sister since we are child. It seems that I got no friend to shared everything soon. Jill got her new friend! Hu hu…Yah, sis Pat still too young too shared problems and story with me. As too many young man and women will get married soon, I wanted to share this prayer and poem for every one of you. Enjoy it! God know everything we need and don’t worry to be single until HE sends you the ONE that you waiting for…

Finding My Soul Mate

Lord, I pray for the person whom You called to join me and walk through life with me, side by side. Be (him/her) right now. Comfort (him/her) in (him/her) difficult times and watch over (him/her) as (he/she) sleeps. I only want the person whom You have chosen for me. Keep me always from others who are not the right one. Show me what is good for me and what is bad for me in choosing this friend for life. I want to stay on the road that You have for me.

I want to find someone who will love me with (him/her) whole heart and will always be there for me. I want to marry someone whose personality, vision, and purpose lines up perfectly with mine. I want someone whose relationship with You is outstanding. I want (him/her) to know You and to be extremely close to You.

Help me to be good spouse. Help me to serve my companion always and remain true to (him/her). Help me to not anxious to find (him/her), but to be patient and know that You know my spouse very well.

Jobless

2007-08-10T09:29:00.000-07:00

After the final semester in my University…came back to my hometown and become jobless. Kind of bored to be jobless I guess. You guys? One thing in my mind is that should I going back to east Malaysia to seek a job there? Or stay here and work here in my hometown. I miss my advertising world. Quit difficult for me to find a job here because there’s no advertising agency in Miri. (Correct me if I’m wrong) I wish to work here but thinking of my future…maybe I should going back to east Malaysia and find a job that suit with my qualification. Should I? Argh!! This thing really stresses me out.

At the moment, still seek for a job here. Hopefully god will help me to cope with this thing. I thing the best thing now is to be here for a while before my graduation in November. I can’t wait about it…I miss all of my friends already although it just a couple of months we are separated from each other. Some of them got the job already. Huh, pretty tough to find a job here in Miri. But still I love to be here. Moreover, Jill will be married in the end of this month. Hopefully if I got the job, hopefully it’s not going to be so far from Miri. Then, I can be there on her wedding day. He he hopefully everything will gonna be lucky for me in searching for a job here. Depth in my heart, I know PAPA J gonna handle everything for me…wish me luck!

Breezy day…

2007-08-09T23:23:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday, my cousin and the three of us went to Esplanade beach. It’s been a while we didn’t go there. Surprise to see so many people went to here today. Wow! I’m kind of someone who miss something here I guess. Maybe because of I spend most of my time in East Malaysia…it’s been 5 years already I’m far away from Miri. I just come back during the semester break and it’s just for a couple of months. And during the holiday, most of my time I spend at home. Now, I’m surprise to see so many changes happened in Miri. Miri become a paradise for everyone here. hehe I try to promoting my city here.

So, back to the story. Compared between Esplanade beach and Tanjong Lobang beach, I guess I preferred more on Tanjong Lobang beach. I don’t know why. Maybe Tanjong Lobang beach is more family values. hehe most of my time (24/7) with my family. Yea, most of my friends are married already, there only me and Jay left. hehe be proud Jay…that’s why I preferred Tanjong than Explanade. What about you guys? Erm, the wind is so strong today…kind of hard for us to take photos because of the heavy wind. But we managed to take a couple of it. Its 6.30 pm…time to go back. Before we went back home, along the way back, we are in time to see there’s a couple of food stall are in a critical condition. The wind blow so strong and it’s mostly broke the stall mast. Today aren’t lucky day for us. We come late and we went back early. Huhu what a day…breezy…breezy evening.

Malay wedding

2007-08-09T23:20:00.000-07:00

Erm, this story supposedly be updated in the last month…but I’m quite busy. So…the story begin on the July 8, Sis Jill and I went for her sister friend wedding in Dewan Suarah Hall. Guess what? I’m surprise to see the groom is my friend! Haha…its Fuad’s wedding. Congratulation man! Well, I like the wed theme color, its blue…looked harmonies. I like the bridal suite so much. It’s look like the garden wedding. I’ve been to Malay wedding before in Kelana Jaya for Alma’s friend wedding. But it’s different from this time. Fuad’s wedding is more glamorous…I guess? Hehe.

So, back to the story. The wedding start on 10.30am that morning. The hall started to be hilarious when the Bride and the groom come into the hall. Then some of the elder women and man sang a Malay traditional song. 1 new thing I’ve learn from Malay wedding is about “makan beradat” or …what they call it? Never mind, its sound like that. Hehe… erm, different from others wedding I guess. And also they do some traditional custom too. It’s happy to see one of my childhood friends there too. Well, Zuria has become my best childhood friend before. Then I know she is the bridegroom first cousin. Lucky me? Hehe
After having some chat with Zuria, Jill asked us to go back. Hye, here we took some pictures doh! I guess I started to love blue color…I love blue. I love blue… (“,)

I put on weight...U?

2007-08-09T21:41:00.000-07:00

Nowadays, I guess I have put on weight already…hehe. Erm, I have to do something from now on. Maybe set on diet? Erm…actually I never put on diet. So I don’t really know how to start my diet. I know the most difficult part is the beginning of diet. I’ve heard and read from the magazines how difficult when someone started their diet. Moreover, I can’t stop from eating something that I really love to eat! Hehe

Herm…last weekend my sister took us to have some jog. Yeah! I’m happy to hear that…Maybe it will be a good time for me to start my diet? Hekhek…so, we went to jogging place which is not too far from my home. (Beside Bumiko) There are a lot of people went there too. Well, I like the place where everyone doesn’t seem to bother each other. So, I don’t have to be shy to jogging! Hehe… We have a great evening…while in the same time we enjoy the hill view from the jogging place. We meet some of my mum friends there too. But a bit weird when most of the people who went to jog here are mostly oldies… that’s life. I guess when the young people turn older then they will try to have a healthy life…hehe. Maybe now is time for young people to enjoy and have fun? Think about it…

The Crocodile Hunter

2007-07-08T19:11:00.000-07:00

Feel so excited today…we are going to crocodile farm at Kuala Baram. It’s been a while I didn't go there. So, guess what? We are going to be a Crocodile hunter. Thanks to Joe (Jill’s fiancé) actually because of him we are here today.

I was surprised to see a lot of new development they made here. Wow! I become more excited to visit the croco and other animals. What a wonderful place Miri city have? If I’m not mistaken, I think there are no other places that have a big crocodile farm like Miri have? Mirian should be proud of this. I’ve been visited other zoo and animal farms in other city in Malaysia. But, the biggest Crocodile farm is in Miri. The croco here is so big also. Wow! Can u believe that? No wonder Sarawak is famous of “Bujang Senang”. Great!

Luckily, when we reached there, it's a lunch time for the crocodiles. I become more excited to watch them having their lunch. he he Erm, many visitor came here today…it is look more happening when some visitors make some noise when the farm worker try to feeds the croco. You guys should see how the croco jumped from the water and tried have their lunch. Eeee…kind of scary to be in this kind of place sometimes. I wonder how long “Bujang Senang” is.

There are a lot of big crocodiles here. They are divided into many stage according to they ages and physical. What I mean is some of the crocodiles are blind and some other are from different species.

Here, it is not just a place for the crocodiles but also for the other animals such as deer, bear, ostrich, snakes, monkey and more. Sound interesting right? Everyone should come here I think?

The most exciting time is when we are allowed to feeds the animals except for the crocodile. He he kind of funny when we tried to feeds the monkeys with the bananas, sometimes it is not the bananas they grab but our hand! Urghh…they are too hyper. So, I guess until for the next visit and hopefully there a more animals to be feeds soon.

Happy father's day

2007-06-24T10:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Father’s day to all fathers out there. Nothing much happened today actually, just that father’s day remind me of someone that I used to call “Daddy” before. Having such a wonderful father is one of the greatest gifts of all to me. How I miss to call that name again. It’s been 8 years already God take you from us. I believe God loves you more than anyone else. As a human being, I have to learn what God has a plan for every one of us.

I still remember the memories that you left for us. How wonderful you are dad. Now, we miss you so much. Nothing can explain it. Even though you always not around because of the traveling schedule of your job, but our relationship are so close. Now, you are gone. Life gets tougher without you. God created you only one…We know you will not be replaced by anyone else. You such a wonderful person in our life. Daddy, you are the one, who always live in our heart. You are always be remembered by your family and your loves one.

I believe that one day we all going to meet again. I know it will be forever in one place where we will find happiness forever। I’m going to miss you…Daddy.

Grace's Sport Day

2007-05-10T06:22:00.000-07:00

What a blessed day today. Feel great because today there’s a wonderful event to attend. :) Wake up early and get ready to have our Church’s sport Day. We are divided into 3 groups according to our cell group. There’s not so many of us come that morning, but its o.k. guys...we come here to have a wonderful relationship with others even though there’s just a small number of us today. Yeah, that what I mean just now, even though it’s just a few of us that morning. But we had a great time ever. :) Really blessed by the participation from everyone. Hye thanks to the organizer “Abg Lowes” (Clara voice) :)

We started the day in the middle of the hot sun…ha ha it’s time to burn out... :) When I looked at the sky and the bright shining sunrise…I can imagine that God is smiling to us... :) hye Dee, too much imagination.

Well, we just play a simple games...I mean lots of funny and fun games. Ha ha…hye, know what? The mother’s team is so strong and full of energy compared than some of us. Wow! How come they are so strong? Well, back to the story, the most fantastic games is the soccer mixed by male and female footballer…ha ha.

Well, luckily our cell group is the winner for the day. But most of all, glad to see everyone happy today. The most important thing here is, we’ve been blessed by the participation from everyone.

God Bless!!